Hi God,
So ridiculous ...
My last night working the overnight shift ... no more driving home @ 2am. Talking to Lena on the way home ....
I come into the house. Who were you talking to? Let me see your phone.
I'll do better than that ... I'll call Lena. She answers the phone immediately.
So still angry ... because I called Lena ...
Then, you gonna give me the silent treatment.
This morning, Mother's Day, off the chain again. He back .... I'm back to being the "Bitch". Trying to get dressed for church. Trying to get out of here ... away from him. He's following from room to room refusing to leave my space.
He takes my wedding ring and says it may mysteriously get lost .... Do what you want with that ring.
I'm sorry. Don't leave me. I don't want you to leave me.
I never had any plans on leaving ... I just want it to be real. Unconditional.
Like the love you have for me.
Love you always,
Yo
