OMG- I'M IN HAWAII AND OVER!

God,

What the heck is going on? I went today to see about difficulty breathing. Got on the scale and it kept going ... I'm not even sure when it stopped

203 lbs!

I don't remember ever crossing that 200lb threshold. I have to do something about this weight immediately.

I am in an unhealthy space all way round.

I need Your help!

Yo

When He's Like This, It's Always the Same

Hello Jesus!

I haven't written in awhile ... even with all that's hit the fan.

Thank you for the job offer.
Thank you for the negotiation of salary and not having a spirit of fear and acceptance.

I am so excited about the possibility of expanding my territory.

Thank you for providing so I can take care of my family.

Now, my husband ... why???

I gave him my vision over six months ago.

Leave the private sector.
Accept the position with the government.
Any position to get into the door.
Start moving up!

It has all happened.

He tells me get out, leave.
I'll have the locks changed so you can never come back.
Take everything with you.
I'll be filing for divorce for abandonment.
I'll piss on you. I'll open your mouth and piss in it.

My husband, Jesus, I continue to give him to You.

I will always follow where You lead me.

Love you always,
Yo