It Was Going So Well - Fuck You

God,..

Why am i not surprised.

I don't feel like sex ... right then and there ... right now!

Fuck you. I have a right ti say when or not right now ... It wasn't a no. I wouldn't have come home if it was a no.

Playing an on-line game.  Husband tells me ... "Take it out of here and close the door."

Why am I here? To get put out of the bedroom, the bed, we're suppose to share.

Not sure why I bother? Should have stayed in Atlanta.

Yo

Settlement Talks Today - Bashen, LLC

Good morning God,

Today, we talk.

-----Original Message-----
From: Serena Patel
To: Yo
Cc: Janet Bashen
Sent: Fri, Jan 18, 2019 4:22 pm
Subject: Yo v. Bashen Corporation

Good afternoon,

My name is Serena Patel, and I am the attorney representing Bashen Corporation in your lawsuit against Bashen Corporation, J5-CV-18-.  Janet Bashen, the CEO of Bashen Corporation, and I just called you, but you did not answer and we were unable to leave a voicemail.  We would like to discuss the case and a possible settlement with you as soon as possible.  Please respond to this email with your availability or call us back at your earliest convenience.

Thank you very much,

Serena Patel, Esq.

Director

    2603 Augusta Dr., Suite 200

    Houston, Texas 77057

    Phone: 713-780-8056

    Fax:      713-780-8206

Doing the right thing ... whether an individual, family, community, organization, or government ... does the meaning change?

Via email to: JP5Civil@traviscountytx.gov

cc: jbashen@bashencorp.com; spatel@bashencorp.com

The Honorable Nicholas Chu

Justice of the Peace

Precinct Five

1000 Guadalupe Street, Suite 117

Austin, TX 78701

JP5Civil@traviscountytx.gov

Re: Yo v. Bashen Corporation, Cause No. J5-CV-18-

Petition to Deny Defendant’s Request to Transfer Venue

Dear Hon. Nicholas Chu,

As the Plaintiff in Case No. J5-CV-18-,  I respectfully requests the Court deny the Defendant’s request to transfer the case from Travis County to Harris County in the interest of justice and convenience of me, the Plaintiff.

I am the Plaintiff, suing Bashen for refusing to pay fees and reimburse travel expenses incurred during the months of June, July, and August 2018 while contracted by Bashen as an EEO Mediator/Facilitator to provide services to the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) for a Group Facilitation in Austin, Texas. Fees and expenses that have been paid by Veterans Affairs to Bashen. To add injury, the Contracting Officer emailed all parties indicating that Bashen was paid for at least my first invoice for the month of June 2018. Bashen never compensated me. In addition, Bashen made defamatory remarks that attacked my character, integrity, and ethics – and my oath to the United States Constitution, Public Trust and National Security Clearance.

There does not exist an Independent Contractor Mediator & Non-Disclosure Agreement (attached as Exhibit 1 by the Defendant) between Bashen and myself, as indicated by the absence of my signature. I have never seen this form before.

I have relocated to Atlanta, Georgia. I have already purchased my ticket to Austin (attached as Exhibit 1). Austin is the location of Bashen’s Resident Agent at the time of filing as provided by the State of Texas.

I plea to the Court to denying the Defendant’s request to transfer venue and to continue the trial date currently set for January 31, 2019, at 10:30 a.m. as the contrary to both will continue the economic, personal and emotional hardship already caused by Bashen for deliberate non-payment of fees and reimbursement travel expenses.

In addition, I am one of the 800,000 Federal Furloughed Employees, in a non-pay status due to the government shutdown – and cannot absorb the related costs or the delay (attached as Exhibit 2).

Respectfully,

Happy New Year - Federal Furlough ---

Furloughed-Federal-Employees-

God, who thought I would need to file for unemployment?!

Good morning,

Day 14 of government shutdown.

In the car shop fixing an oil leak. Found a really nice, honest shop. Thank you God for leading me here.

I love you and know you have me!,

Yo

"Home" for the Holidays

Hi God,

Thank you again for all your blessings over my life. I do appreciate all that you do for me.

 Why would, why should I believe my coming home would make a difference?

He placed his wedding ring on the nightstand.

Told me let this be my last time coming to this address.

The wet bar did sort his medications  ... I guess he'll be entertaining!

Good night God,
Yo

Two Weeks before Christmas

Hi God,

I'm not surprised ... back and forth the calls went .... what started it all?

As discussed with the new position, increased income ... we had an opportunity for a new start as equal partners, equal contributors. We can live our best lives. I'll be preparing for retirement. You prepare for where do you really want to be besides Mississippi. You start moving in that direction,  and I will follow.

So, it only seemed natural to discuss contributing to the household. "No, you don't live here anymore."

Back and forth, rehashing old and reoccurring events of being put out, locked out, unprotected, disrespected, ....

My lasts days before starting the new job.  "You're leaving." "Take everything with you or it will be trashed." He started emptying drawers and cabinets, piling my things at the front door for me to pack. He was helping me. Cleaning, Fabuloso filled the house. I was on my hands and knees cleaning his bathroom. No sooner did he remove my possessions, he was cleaning away any trace of me.

My prayers, always, that he would realize what a good wife; a faithful, dutiful wife he has. A woman and friend that loved him.  I wanted, I need, a Boaz.

The final straw to tonight's exchange ... after two weeks of telling him before i even left for ATL ... I would be home for Christmas. "I'm going to see Miles.  I'm driving and meeting him in Pensacola." But that's not it ....

"I HAD THE LOCKS CHANGED."

No Boaz.

Have your way Lord,

Love always, Yo

Counting Down to the ATL

Hi God,

I haven't written in so long .... I've been to Hawaii with FEMA to respond to volcano lava and flooding. Later, called back out to respond to the flooding in North Carolina and South Carolina.

BACK STORY:
Interview popping .... July, EEO Manager in Albuquerque - GS12, Step 6; in August, EEO Specialist in Kansas - GS11, Step 1; October, EEO Manager in South Dakota - GS12, Step 10; October, ADR Mediator in Atlanta - GS12, Step 10.

I went to my husband ... knowing, learning that he handles events better when he has time to digest it. And I have to time to navigate through the interview process of each position before an offer is made.

Albuquerque made the first offer, I accepted, and two days before I was to leave the offer was rescinded for budget reasons.

After that I accepted all the offers.

I rescinded from Kansas. Accepted S. Dakota before the offer from Atlanta. I want to rescind the offer but because of the last minute offer pulled back by New Mexico ... I haven't.

Start date for both ... Nov. 25th. Bringing mom with me ... wherever I go. S. Dakota has the opportunity to interface with the Sioux Nation .... but so far. So cold, the long winters, Mom's medical issues. ATL traffic congestion .... bad commute ... the only downside ... close to Baltimore, close to Mom's medical team. Talking in over with Husband. This is a second chance for us. Equal footing. Come and visit with me and mom. I'll come home. We can make this work.

I had a pod delivered. Came home, only to find Husband at home when he was suppose to be at a doctor's appointment. He attempted to make so reasons why he was home - lies! Whatever you say at this point.

Preparing for the move. Husband's anxiety is beginning to heighten. moving. "Get your stuff, all your stuff." So now, I had to send back the cube and rent space on a trailer. "I'm divorcing you for abandonment. You took the job so you're abandoning the marriage. No community property."

 This was the beginning and its continuing. Saturday, he begins emptying my stuff from the kitchen the bathroom, kitchen drawers ... cleaning and wiping. The pile in the living room growing. Walking into the garage, looking into his room, the revolver laying on the bed. It laid there all day. Why did he take it out of the drawer ... and just left it laying there. I couldn't ignore it but I didn't comment to him. He's not allowing me to gather and pack my own things.

The pic above ... Sunday morning. He comes upstairs and grabs the orange lamp from the nightstand, pulling the cord from behind the bed. He took the other lamp from the other room ... I guess ... so, I wouldn't have access to that one as well. Those are the lamps ... placed in the office which is now off limits to me. I'm back to be a bitch, whore, and leach ... He's back. He always comes back.

Text I sent him after church:

GRACEFULLY BROKEN!

I was in Dollar Tree last night and there was a lady and two kids behind me in the LONG line. One was a big kid, one was a toddler. The bigger one had a pack of glow sticks and the baby was screaming for them so the Mom opened the pack and gave him one, which stopped his tears. He walked around with it smiling, but then the bigger boy took it and the baby started screaming again. Just as the Mom was about to fuss at the older child, he bent the glow sticks and handed it back to the baby. As we walked outside at the same time, the baby noticed that the stick was now glowing and his brother said "I had to break it so you could get the full effect from it." I almost ran because l could hear God saying to me, "I had to break you to show you why I created you. I had to go through it so I could fulfill my purpose." That little baby was happy just swinging that "unbroken" glow stick around in the air because he didn't understand what it was created to do which was "GLOW". 

There are some people who will be content just "being" but some of us, me, that God has chosen - I  have to be "BROKEN".

I WILL GO THROUGH THIS DIVORCE. I will go through you trying to break my character. But in those moments of desperation, God is breaking me and when the breaking is done, then I am be able to see the reason  .. so when you see me glowing as I am now. Just know that I have been broken by you but healed by His Grace and Mercy.

2am, He's here in my room apologizing. Trying to rationalize, justify the continuing disrespectful behavior. His removing my things at 6:30am is he was cleaning. No he has the energy to clean, to cook, to straighten out his closet.

God make this a peaceful transition, protect me from hurt, harm, and danger. Watch over me while I sleep.

OMG- I'M IN HAWAII AND OVER!

God,

What the heck is going on? I went today to see about difficulty breathing. Got on the scale and it kept going ... I'm not even sure when it stopped

203 lbs!

I don't remember ever crossing that 200lb threshold. I have to do something about this weight immediately.

I am in an unhealthy space all way round.

I need Your help!

Yo