Geez ....
Sean and I have been on and off for almost 7 years .... now he's back ... right when I am beginning law school!
So I'm questioning ... if he's serious or a distraction. If I have him what he asks, and he doesn't come thru ... I may never have the chance at law school again.
But I've always wanted to be married and home. Now, that the children are grown, a life with Sean would be okay .. comfortable.
Geez
My diary of turning 50 in 2011, losing weight gained after an automobile accident and hopefully finding love. In 2014, I tested positive for the BRCA gene and had to have a preventative mastectomy. In 2015, married. What does it look like to be married to PTSD? CRAZY! SCAREY!!
Sunday, May 24, 2015
Wednesday, May 20, 2015
Medical Deferment Coming to an End
Well God It's Time for Me to make that Commitment!
Deferment is coming to a close and decisions have to be made. Law School. It's truly at my door.
Sean is calling again, asking for another chance. I can't even think to take another chance with him and his phobia of commitment.
I have sent out requests to area churches for assistance with housing. Think better resource than Craigslist.
Still have to finalize the financial piece ... the biggest piece of them all!
Love you always,
Yo
Deferment is coming to a close and decisions have to be made. Law School. It's truly at my door.
Sean is calling again, asking for another chance. I can't even think to take another chance with him and his phobia of commitment.
I have sent out requests to area churches for assistance with housing. Think better resource than Craigslist.
Still have to finalize the financial piece ... the biggest piece of them all!
Love you always,
Yo
Thursday, May 14, 2015
Post Diep - Post Fat Grafting
Hello God, Hi Everyone,
This past Monday, I had Phase 2 of my breast reconstruction. Which consisted of liposuction of my flanks, hips and thigh, along with the abdomen incision. The fat was used to create symmetry of the two breasts.
I don't see where I've written about any of the past year ... since finding out that I had inherited the breast cancer gene mutation, BRCA2.
September 9, 2014, I think ... I had the double mastectomy. My breast tissue was removed;, thankfully, it was evaluated that the nipples could remain. Many women aren't able to keep their nipples due to breast cancer or because of bad nipple placement for the reconstructed breast. The skin held breast expanders, almost like a place holder for the skin.
February 11, 2015 I think, I had the breast reconstruction. Two options, well three if you count just leaving them flat, are available: Implants, which I had heard of before and DIEP, where they take fat, skin, blood vessels, remove the expanders and replace with this skin to form the breasts.
Most have one long 12 hour procedure. Mines were broken up to give the nipples a chance to serve and the transplant of tissue and blood vessels a chance to serve.
This past Monday, I had Phase 2: Fat grafting and liposuction to fill in the breasts and add symmetry.
Thank you God for the surgeons.
Haven't decided whether to post pics or not ...
This past Monday, I had Phase 2 of my breast reconstruction. Which consisted of liposuction of my flanks, hips and thigh, along with the abdomen incision. The fat was used to create symmetry of the two breasts.
I don't see where I've written about any of the past year ... since finding out that I had inherited the breast cancer gene mutation, BRCA2.
September 9, 2014, I think ... I had the double mastectomy. My breast tissue was removed;, thankfully, it was evaluated that the nipples could remain. Many women aren't able to keep their nipples due to breast cancer or because of bad nipple placement for the reconstructed breast. The skin held breast expanders, almost like a place holder for the skin.
February 11, 2015 I think, I had the breast reconstruction. Two options, well three if you count just leaving them flat, are available: Implants, which I had heard of before and DIEP, where they take fat, skin, blood vessels, remove the expanders and replace with this skin to form the breasts.
Most have one long 12 hour procedure. Mines were broken up to give the nipples a chance to serve and the transplant of tissue and blood vessels a chance to serve.
This past Monday, I had Phase 2: Fat grafting and liposuction to fill in the breasts and add symmetry.
Thank you God for the surgeons.
Haven't decided whether to post pics or not ...
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