Hi God,
Wow, time is passing soooo fast!
My last entry is May .. really??
I returned back to the Fresh Market, with resignation submitted - one month notice given. Effective date, June 30th. I knew I didn't want to return. I know I don't want to remain in Maryland and being under-employed or not employed in my career field.
Looked into volunteering again with CMP but just not the same place .... even the building as far less hustle and bustle .. the community in CMP seems to diminish. The brighter side, is that it exists!
The Office of the Attorney General Consumer Protection Division as a volunteer mediator has been very enjoyable. An opening came up for a supervisor. My supervisor gave me the heads up to apply. When I stopped by the Director's office to let her know that I applied ... now, remind you, I've worked there for about 4 months now ... she commented that there were concerns about my writing skills ... there were grammatical errors in both my cover letter and resume. Really??? So, I've been writing mediation offers and settlement letters without any concern mentioned ... but now, there's exist concern when a slot openings up for a full-time position. Not feeling this anymore ... resignation effective June 30th.
I still think about Bennett often, but I know its with rose colored glasses. Another pretty box under the Macy's tree. Don't shake it, don't unwrap ... such a disappointment .... empty on the inside.
Bought a ticket to Mississippi to visit Sean. Perhaps we can finally get a handle on this roller coaster ride of 8 years. Of course, two weeks before my arrival, he suggests cancelling and waiting 6 months. Not, I'll be going to Mississippi. He refunded my ticket costs. Time to enjoy with or without Sean.
Love always,
Yo
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