Debra asked me, Why do you stay in this marriage?
Today, Sean says his friend Alice found my blog. But why would she be searching. He says she wanted to know more about me. But, Sean knows everything about me. I have no secrets with him.
Maybe, that's my remorse. I shared, without holding back, the smallest, intimate detail of my life. My friend, Jackie, says you never tell a man everything. My thoughts, fears, excitement .... all those feeling words ... I want to share with him. Not only to know my favorite things, but also the dislikes.
Sean has used the most vulgar of words with me. Yet, he protests my use of this blog to express my experience.
I thought I had deleted the last two post. To my surprise, the posts are still here. I am not going to delete them.
I've moved completely out of the master bedroom. This is very painful to me. I had not moved my things with hope things would get better.
Sean has never apologized and feels no remorse for the actions directed at me.
If anything, I will find how to hide the blog from public view.
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