Why?

Good morning God,

I am woman, mother, sister, daughter, aunt, friend .... and the list goes on. All which I think I try my earnest to do well, and earnestly don't feel successful at any of these relastionships .... forgot one, wife. Hmm I didn't even think of this one as I was listing.

Why am I continuing getting my heart broken?

Why cannot I ever feel safe with the man I'm laying with forever? Sean, Bennett, Michael, Alfred, Gregory.

I watched Dee come to see my Mom everyday after work until the day she died.  He could pick her up and reposition her in her bed. He called her everyday. "You need anything." Yogi, "I got you." Something women want to hear.Then he would come and check on me. Get out of this apartment. Let's go for a drive. 

God, I'll be checking back!

Love you, Yo