Ridiculousness

Good morning God,

It's 12:02am, awake and unable to sleep as has been a condition since my mom's transition. 

A couple of weeks ago, I received a text from my husband. "Undoubtedly you are seeing someone." What the heck are you talking about I replied.

I tried calling him twice. No answer. I sent a text. Tried calling. 

Sean sends another text. Not remembering it all, except ... "....so I can get rid of you and you can get rid of me ..." Who sends such a text?

I've stopped saving Sean's texts. 

Reminds me of when he sent the divorce papers, my name misspelled, as a response to my not signing the refinance paperwork. 

When I did speak to Sean, I reiterated that I had not asked or prayed to "get rid of him." It was my hope that he would remember why he married me. I did remind and promise him if God saw fit to dissolve this marriage, I would be obedient. 

I will continue to be a good wife till then. In my obedience, I hope to be blessed with a husband that loves me, protects me, teaches me, and provides for me. 

Surely, if and when that prayer of happiness is answered,  I promise Sean will the first call I make. 

From my heart to God's ear,

Yo