Maybe He Doesn't Know How to be a Boyfriend

From:	bdub
To:	Yo
Subject:	Re: Navy Letter
Date:	Mon, Aug 19, 2013 3:39 am

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Great! Got it all and using this time to sort thru thing can be the blessing that is needed. Not everyone has courage and glad you are using it for future gains. Love the ambition and that are the tools needed for me to climb the latter. Don't like how things ended but its the best for both to grow. Go thru your journey and we will stay in touch. Keep your head in the game and im rooting for a home run  to success. Got it so do Your Thing.

 

Mr. W

 

From: Yo
To: bdub
Sent: Sunday, August 18, 2013 6:46 AM
Subject: Re: Navy Letter

Why stay in place: no friends, no family, working two dead end jobs and pay rent in a place which provided stability for the daughter that has now moved on with adulthood?

The PX wanted me to choose between the two jobs, Now, they are cutting the hours again. Said they need someone to be able to work split days not just the weekend. If I'm going to quit one ... why not quit both and move on! Once Ree was gone ... I asked why am I staying here?

With the sale of the truck and all of the furnishings, except my artwork and a couple of other items ... It will be much easier to move to the next level ... wherever that is. I'm not going to find it here in Wiggins, Hattiesburg or Gulfport. The $8,000.00 is from the sales ... so I haven't had to touch my savings.

 

Nancy, offered when you were here. It may be for a month, couple of months .... there are millions of soldiers returning unemployed. Being closer to DC area will hopefully help me In the job market. She says there 3% unemployment in Morgantown. I've forwarded my resume to her. She left FEMA and is working in Veteran's Affairs at the VA Hospital.

 

I am very committed to the promise I've made to you and myself ... to start a journey of self-discovery. Who is Yo when she has no one to care for? How does Yo care for herself? What does Yo want for herself? To all of those questions, you were correct! I don't know.

 

I am already to late to consider re-entering law school this semester ... but I'm looking into it. Maybe that will be the next stop ... when I can concentrate on going full-time and not have to work the first year.

 

No, SOS to Ree. I don't want her worrying about me. I don't want you to worry about me. If things are not comfortable at Nancy's, I can go to my home in Baltimore. Remember, I still own a home!

 

Do you see that scripture under my name? Although, I pray everyday for you, I also pray for me. I believe God is working it all out. For the house, truck, Ree and you to all leave at the same time? Freeing me to move around without having to consider houses, cars, children and someone that I have looked upon as my future life's partner ... is huge! I know it's God splitting the Red Sea and telling to just go ahead and walk through. He's holding back the walls of water protecting me from being swallowed up by debt! You've witnessed it!

 

How many people can have a $90K job taken away from them and not be in financial ruin? I will be okay. God has always provided for me ... you tell me "Always". That what that means to me, God Always! Just pray for me.

 

Stove, refrigerator and washer/dryer sold today. What doesn't sell, I'll put in consignment.

 

I love you Mr. Wilson.

 

Thank you, Yo

 

I am sending an angel ahead of you to guard you along the way and to bring you to the place I have prepared. ^{Dedicated to MSG.Wilson while on deployment to Afghanistan..}

-----Original Message-----
From: bdub
To: Yo
Sent: Sun, Aug 18, 2013 1:44 am
Subject: Re: Navy Letter

What are you doing. End of month is the start of you new journey where? I guess that's how you going to take thing to the next level. Strong but I can't do it. Will send out a SOS to Ree.

From: Yo
To: bdub
Sent: Saturday, August 17, 2013 9:19 AM
Subject: Navy Letter

Received a letter from Ree, a form letter giving me information about recruit training, graduation date, and her address: Write her.

I've resigned both positions and will be leaving at the end of the month. My first stop will be to Nancy's in West Virginia. I'll be able to keep whatever belongs I decided were irreplaceable there.

I wrote this really long email and as I was sending it ... It erased, except for those few letters. I guess God said, "Yo, you're saying talking to much."

 

Thank you, Yo

 

I am sending an angel ahead of you to guard you along the way and to bring you to the place I have prepared. ^{Dedicated to MSG.Wilson while on deployment to Afghanistan..}