So, Tell Me Everything I Want To Know About You

So, Tell Me Everything I Want To Know About You, The New York Times.


His love life sounding non-existent ... content with his aloneness ... perhaps because dealing with someone else, considering someone else ... is more than he has to give. Companionship comes with sharing, friendship comes with consideration ... its not to be analyzed, its to be experienced, to feel.

I caught his attention. After several conversations, his comment of feeling of kindred spirits. Instead of evoking the wonder of wanting to know more, he spoke more with hesitancy and caution ... it hasn't even been a week!

I thought we were getting along very well ... despite the age difference.

I have a searchable name ... he found this blog .... a blog that's not hidden but also not one pulling in readers and followers. You would definitely have to look and search ....

I am at a total loss for words that someone would make such assumptions, judgments which are derogatory and unsupported attributes .... Because he doesn't understand me, than there has to be something wrong with me! Perhaps he didn't understand me because he googled me first, than told me, expounding with analysis of my writings.

So this is what he puts in an email:

-----Original Message-----
From: Arnold
To: Yo
Sent: Thu, Mar 5, 2015 9:18 pm
Subject: Re: Name The Problem

This was a terrible, terrible, thing for anyone to go through.  It was a tragic loss of life and innocence.  It also seems like a life-changing traumatic event which would must have engendered PTSD long before a solid and credible name was given to such a disorder.
  
This major assault to your sensibilities probably has distorted your sense of what is 'normal' and may have impacted how safe you feel on this earth.  For that, I truly ache.  You are entitled to better and deserve not just better but the best, Yolanda.
  
I am sorry you experienced the fear, being assailed like this and that you were so close to the loss of an innocent life. No one deserves such victimization.  I am glad you survived it, but know you did not do so unscathed.  It makes my heart hurt to think of what has happened to you and that is not limited to this horrible series of events.

You are way too valuable as a person and as a spirit to have to endure such suffering.  You have my heartfelt sympathies and prayers and blessing.  I understand much more why and how I do not understand how you tick.

May, God, the Universe, your Angels and good spirits on this earth guide, comfort and protect you henceforth.