What would I do without you .... I really don't know and don't want to know.
It's been a little over two weeks now. No hello, good-bye, questions, barely wants to answer any.
He's absolutely ridiculous.
Got a cpap sterilization machine for Valentine's Day. Did he deserve it .... NO! But, do I deserve all that YOU do for ME!? NO.
I guess the phone ringing at 3:30am in the morning was a thank-you call. I didn't answer. Take yourself out of your bitterness, come upstairs, and see thank you in person. Didn't happen until the next morning. He mulled around the question waiting .... we I came downstairs, he offered a thank-you for the machine.
Back to his usual! He's either locked up in his room until I leave which is pretty much everyday! Or, he steps out ... which is unusual and sits in the living room to watch television.
Silence ... is so much better than the bitch, whore, leaches!
The 5:30pm to 2am shift at the VA is tough. Not on a sleeping schedule yet. But, even this is an opportunity for me to escape the evening confrontations.
So, again ... it's YOUR plan. I am an ACTIVE participant Lord God. Continue to give me discernment and vision.
Thank you so very much,
Yo
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