August - CRAZY!!! BULLSHIT

3am

God,

What would I do without you ... where would I be if I didn't know you? Thank you! Thank you!

Not even sure where to begin

My Husband ..... What Could He Be Thinking?????

Asking me to sign to refinance the home in Mississippi! I'm not sure if I wrote about it ... I had to ...

The day I went to work, after waking up with him in the same bed .... came home from work only to find him gone. Moved out! He purchased a home without me, claiming to be single. Later, according to him, his ex-wife, an attorney, advised him to refinance the house to remove the equity so there would be nothing to divide in the divorce. Still, my signature was not requested. Why would I sign on an upside-down $250k mortgage to a property that I never felt a part of ... where I cooked, cleaned, laid my head, shared a bed ......... Haven't talked to him in over 1 1/2 weeks. I'M NOT SIGNING ANYTHING. He did so much behind my back ... I not doing it. Mind you, just the day before, he was talking crazy about an uncontested divorce taking less than 30 days. Why would I consider such ... all of his cheating ... uncontested ... I had to send him a screenshot to remind him of the same. Crazy

My Mom ..... What Could They Be Thinking????

My Mom's cancer has spread to her liver. Feeling like she's at Death's door, she wanted to go home to see and be with her sisters. Tell me why did that almost turn into a hijack!

Prior to leaving, advising my Mom that she had over $1K in her account, reminding that your money will drop while at home, if I see any unusual withdrawals ... I'm going to transfer $2k into my account.

And that is what happened. I transferred $2k to my account. Gave Ree $500 per her instructions. $1500 remaining. I texted her to let her know. Then came the fury ... PUT MY MONEY BACK! I'M NOT A CHILD! and more of the same tone ... Now, mind you ... I've been on my Mom's account forever ... Regrettably, I was baited ... hook, line, and sinker. I was angered knowing that it wasn't my Mom texting, but that she would allow someone to impersonate her, using her phone, with such venom. I told her to stay there and whoever is texting ... stay with them ... I'm cancelling your return home flight. I did this two more time ... things get smooth over .... then, the texts again, demanding return of the money. I told her she could have when she returned home or if deciding to stay ... I'll use to relocate her belonging back home.

I am truly disappointed in myself that I would allow myself to place my Mom in harm's way that could have ultimately removed her from our home and my care.

Happy Endings ....

My Sister flew here bringing our Mom. She's back in her room. Safe. She went to her cancer treatment at Emory. My Sister and I are healing. My Mom, Sister, and I are healing as a trio, as a trinity. We are stronger together.

We thwarted that attempted overthrow! And Mom still have her $1500.

Thank you God for grace and covering.

I love you always :)

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