Hurricane Laura

Hi God,

Thank you for life, my mom's, my children, my friends, mines .... Thank you

So, its been almost three weeks since I talked to my husband. Last time, I'm still protesting being asked to sign refinancing the house. Him, sign the paperwork for the house or sign divorce papers. I said I needed to go to answer another call coming in.

Today, I called him to check on Hurricane Laura and if whether he's being impacted. I commented despite being angry with me ... He said he wasn't .... I stated we hadn't talked since the last discussion regarding the house. I guess angry would be better than the indifference I heard in his vice, at least he felt something. But, he doesn't .. he could care less...more of the same. 

I didn't do what he wanted ... Sign my name, my credit, my income over to him ... a quick claim deed .... I don't know what he is up to, but it doesn't sound like he has "us" in mind. It is about Sean. I guess all that regret he expressed. How he didn't go to our God, for guidance, he just reacted selfishly ... has dissipated. 

I prayed for the Lord God to fix my husband, my marriage or give me a window, a door, an escape to get out. He did. If Sean wanted to fix this marriage, then, he would have made an effort. He tore it down and he should be the rebuilder .... Amen 

I was calling and wanted to make sure he was okay. He said it was sunny, no rain. I said I was just checking in and wished I had called earlier if he wanted to evacuate to Atlanta. Didn't want him to be there alone if there was damage.

He said, "Alone?" I made no comment. His question implied ... Why should you assume that I am alone. And he's right. He's started back at the gym. That where he started most of his affairs. So, old Sean returns.

Few more comments from me and then said I said good-bye.

Scars aren't reminders of what's broken; rather, they are reminders of what's newly created.

Thank you God,
Yo