Michael Korrs Brings Out the Sexy!

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-----Original Message-----
From: bdub
To: Yo
Sent: Fri, Aug 23, 2013 3:01 am
Subject: Re: Come N Get Me

Make it do what it do than

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From:	Yo
To:	bdub
Subject:	Re: Come N Get Me
Date:	Thu, Aug 22, 2013 11:31 am

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You're my business to know! 

When I was making the $, I needed to conserve as a parent. You met me during tough times. 

Now, I am about both the man and the career. Now, I can turn it up to get what I want.


Sent from my personalized C Spire Wireless Samsung Galaxy S

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bdub wrote:

Thats Hot! My style

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From:	Yo
To:	bdub
Subject:	Come N Get Me
Date:	Wed, Aug 21, 2013 3:57 pm
Attachments:	2013-08-21_15.01.40.jpg (230K)

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Now, this is for you. And job interviews! Heels, thong, and earrings.

 Sent from my personalized C Spire Wireless Samsung Galaxy S
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From:	Yo
To:	bdub
Subject:	Re:
Date:	Wed, Aug 21, 2013 12:14 pm

Pics coming

Sent from my personalized C Spire Wireless Samsung Galaxy S

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From:
bdub
To:
Yo
Subject:
Re:
Date:
Wed, Aug 21, 2013 11:52 am

U right

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From: Yo
To: bdub 
Sent: Wednesday, August 21, 2013 11:18 AM
Subject: Re: 

Ambition and sexy .... Keeps your dick hard

Sent from my personalized C Spire Wireless Samsung Galaxy S

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bdub wrote:

What! You stepping up yo Game? Its nice and pink
 
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From: Yo

To: Bdub
Sent: Tuesday, August 20, 2013 10:51 AM
Subject: 
  

Do you like this one? Pink <3

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Maybe He Doesn't Know How to be a Boyfriend

From:	bdub
To:	Yo
Subject:	Re: Navy Letter
Date:	Mon, Aug 19, 2013 3:39 am

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Great! Got it all and using this time to sort thru thing can be the blessing that is needed. Not everyone has courage and glad you are using it for future gains. Love the ambition and that are the tools needed for me to climb the latter. Don't like how things ended but its the best for both to grow. Go thru your journey and we will stay in touch. Keep your head in the game and im rooting for a home run  to success. Got it so do Your Thing.

 

Mr. W

 

From: Yo
To: bdub
Sent: Sunday, August 18, 2013 6:46 AM
Subject: Re: Navy Letter

Why stay in place: no friends, no family, working two dead end jobs and pay rent in a place which provided stability for the daughter that has now moved on with adulthood?

The PX wanted me to choose between the two jobs, Now, they are cutting the hours again. Said they need someone to be able to work split days not just the weekend. If I'm going to quit one ... why not quit both and move on! Once Ree was gone ... I asked why am I staying here?

With the sale of the truck and all of the furnishings, except my artwork and a couple of other items ... It will be much easier to move to the next level ... wherever that is. I'm not going to find it here in Wiggins, Hattiesburg or Gulfport. The $8,000.00 is from the sales ... so I haven't had to touch my savings.

 

Nancy, offered when you were here. It may be for a month, couple of months .... there are millions of soldiers returning unemployed. Being closer to DC area will hopefully help me In the job market. She says there 3% unemployment in Morgantown. I've forwarded my resume to her. She left FEMA and is working in Veteran's Affairs at the VA Hospital.

 

I am very committed to the promise I've made to you and myself ... to start a journey of self-discovery. Who is Yo when she has no one to care for? How does Yo care for herself? What does Yo want for herself? To all of those questions, you were correct! I don't know.

 

I am already to late to consider re-entering law school this semester ... but I'm looking into it. Maybe that will be the next stop ... when I can concentrate on going full-time and not have to work the first year.

 

No, SOS to Ree. I don't want her worrying about me. I don't want you to worry about me. If things are not comfortable at Nancy's, I can go to my home in Baltimore. Remember, I still own a home!

 

Do you see that scripture under my name? Although, I pray everyday for you, I also pray for me. I believe God is working it all out. For the house, truck, Ree and you to all leave at the same time? Freeing me to move around without having to consider houses, cars, children and someone that I have looked upon as my future life's partner ... is huge! I know it's God splitting the Red Sea and telling to just go ahead and walk through. He's holding back the walls of water protecting me from being swallowed up by debt! You've witnessed it!

 

How many people can have a $90K job taken away from them and not be in financial ruin? I will be okay. God has always provided for me ... you tell me "Always". That what that means to me, God Always! Just pray for me.

 

Stove, refrigerator and washer/dryer sold today. What doesn't sell, I'll put in consignment.

 

I love you Mr. Wilson.

 

Thank you, Yo

 

I am sending an angel ahead of you to guard you along the way and to bring you to the place I have prepared. ^{Dedicated to MSG.Wilson while on deployment to Afghanistan..}

-----Original Message-----
From: bdub
To: Yo
Sent: Sun, Aug 18, 2013 1:44 am
Subject: Re: Navy Letter

What are you doing. End of month is the start of you new journey where? I guess that's how you going to take thing to the next level. Strong but I can't do it. Will send out a SOS to Ree.

From: Yo
To: bdub
Sent: Saturday, August 17, 2013 9:19 AM
Subject: Navy Letter

Received a letter from Ree, a form letter giving me information about recruit training, graduation date, and her address: Write her.

I've resigned both positions and will be leaving at the end of the month. My first stop will be to Nancy's in West Virginia. I'll be able to keep whatever belongs I decided were irreplaceable there.

I wrote this really long email and as I was sending it ... It erased, except for those few letters. I guess God said, "Yo, you're saying talking to much."

 

Thank you, Yo

 

I am sending an angel ahead of you to guard you along the way and to bring you to the place I have prepared. ^{Dedicated to MSG.Wilson while on deployment to Afghanistan..}

FEMA Update --- Slow Moving Wheels of Government

Re: Fwd: Appeal No. 01..., EEOC No.  420-....., Agency No. HS-10-FEMA-.....      

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From: OFO.EEOC OFO.EEOC@EEOC.GOV     Dear Ms.,   This is in response to your e-mail dated August 13, 2013, in which you are requesting confirmation of the receipt of additional documents and additional details regarding the status of the appeal you filed regarding your complaint of discrimination against the Federal Emergency Management Agency (FEMA). This confirms that on July 18, 2013, the Office of Federal Operations (OFO) received a 7-page fax submitted by you regarding your request to vacate the AJ decision.  Additionally, your appeal 01..... is currently pending the issuance of a decision from OFO.    It is difficult to predict exactly when a final decision will be issued because of the large volume of appeals EEOC receives and the varying complexity of each case.  EEOC puts forth every effort to process appeals as expeditiously as possible.  Please be assured that your appeals are being processed in a fair and equitable manner. Should you at a later date, desire additional information on the status of your appeal, you may contact the OFO, Officer of the Day each Wednesday between the hours of 11:00 a.m. to 4:00 p.m. EST. at (202) 663-4599. We hope this information was helpful to you.   Officer of the Day Office of Federal Operations EEOC

Third Times the Charm - FedEX Package Arrives

God,

Received Ree's personal possessions package today. It's sitting across from me.

I can't open it. Will just take with me to graduation. Look forward to talking with her.

I anticipate I will have a conversation with quite a young lady.

Lord, keep a hedge of protection around her.

Keep a spirit of discernment in the minds and spirit of my sons. Keep them asking what would my mother say ... Do the right thing. Don't hurt anyone.

Thank you for everything,
Yo

Were We Ever a Team

God,

As I was watching "Marrying the Game" one of the women made the comment, "When there's conflict it seems to me there should be more communication not less."

44 is still very much in my thoughts. I found myself crying today at the register.

It stills baffles ... putting it mildly ... its more like turmoil in my head and body ... me why he had me come to Ft. Benning. I don't understand. I told him that I needed/wanted/should see him before he leaving for Afghanistan, to touch him before he left, to kiss his face, love on him as a woman in love with her man should... He understood why I was coming. He understood what he means to me ...

“Love is of all passions the strongest, for it attacks simultaneously the head, the heart and the senses.” Lao Tzu

For two people who believe in honor and integrity, trust, monogamy. But not with me??? My body has only known him, for good and bad. I thought we were a work in progress. Me learning his body. No toys ... I wanted him. Waiting for Ree to leave for her journey, me on mines to get back to work, he on his to prepare for retirement, finish his education, prepare for possible promotion, getting his credit/debt together.

“Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.” Lao Tzu

Men have a saying ... I heard it on "The Game" the best way for a man to get over one woman is to get under another one.  I want to be in love, just as I am in love with 44. And I want him to be in love with me with the same desire, intensity and commitment.

No matter how crazy I get, He will accept me for me. There's will be no other in my mind, my body, my spirit.

He stepped away when he left Texas without saying anything.

Help me God

Yo

I Admit It!

God,

I do miss her so much. It feels like she is in her room like always, with the door shut ... tv on, ipad mini on, and her ... on her iPhone.

I wonder what her day was like today.

We have never gone a day without talking with each other.

44 was right ... no matter what I should have never called her outside of her name. Even though I know in my heart that he was wrong in that it could destroy or impact her perception of herself or self-esteem ... she's too mean and ornery for that -- that meanness and orneriness is what I was calling out -- her conduct, her interaction at times with me. Right now, I do have regret.

In my heart, I know that my daughter's love for me is unconditional. In my heart, I know that my daughter knows that my love for her is unconditional. She knows that there's nothing I wouldn't do for her. I know there's nothing she wouldn't ask.

I do miss her but would not want anything else for her ... I am proud of her.

Thank you God

Shutting It Down - It's All For Sale

Hi God,

Now, it the tedious stuff: furniture and stuff.

FB Garage Sale!

44's voice is in my head. Everything is replaceable.

So, I'm only keeping the items most important to me: artwork, photos ...

Maybe Ree's bed ... most comfortable ...

Starting to say good-bye to people ... I need to stop with the crying ... I still hear Ree and 44 fussing that I need to toughen up!

Thank you God