Two Days to Go

Hi God,

The Match.com date went well. I would rate it a six.

He did most of the talking. Quite the conversationalist. Didn't feel like I had to pull a conversation out of him. That's a plus.

I know I shouldn't but: he's attractive, fit: hard legs, muscular. Doesn't rate sex as a priority in a relationship. That was different. I made no comment one way or the other.

I left him my number in a voice message thanking him for dessert. Neither one of us was really hungry. That worked well.

Wondering since I'm off today whether to call him for lunch today.

Once I'm back at Camp Shelby...Took the week off for my birthday. Yeah, its without pay but whatever ... at minimum wage does it matter. I'll be back on the schedule next week.

Yesterday at the beach was a good way to begin. The heat was great and later Daryl's company was without any discomfort. I think the conversation was relaxed and honest.

I guess I can call and leave a message. Was the worst that can happen? He not return my call. Then, its a wrap and a whatever ... Move on .... Don't get stalled!

I think this the last two weeks of the Patriarch's study. If no plans ... we go tonight and tomorrow. The groups of women are so different ... the evening is a younger more transparent group and the morning is older, elderly, much more conservative in our discussion.

What's going on with the soldier???? Deuces! But I knew that when he replied, "I don't know. I'm okay ... I think" Average. Whatever...What a waste of 240lbs.

Forgive me God,
Yolanda