Monday, July 8, 2013

FINDING LOVE


 God,

I really don't understand ... what, if anything, I did wrong. Came to Ft. Benning to see him off on his deployment to Afghanistan and I leave no longer in this relationship.

I, so desperately, and maybe that's it ... I was so desperate for love that I wanted this more than breath.  He a good man. Any woman would want him to be in love with her.

He has said that no woman has ever cared for him better.

He says I'm in and out and that causes him stress. What is in and out? He makes me sound bipolar!

God, please protect him, keep him, place a hedge of protection around him. Let him return safely home whole ... mind, body and spirit.

God, I found love but love didn't find me. Or did it and I can't recognize love for the damage inside me.

I'm going to miss him so much Lord. Please, please heal my heart.

Thank you Ms. Mann for the song Heaven: It speaks to how I feel about 44. I LOVE YOU 44

Lyrics: (Click anywhere above to listen) Every-time I look at you I feel something brand new it's real I can feel it all over me chemistry is off the chain, you send fire through me when you call my name has me looking forward to the next time we will go out and hang something magical happens every-time I'm lying in your arms the feeling that it gives me can weather any storm lying next to you relaxes me makes me feel so complete, yeah no other place I would rather be than here with you just, your skin touches mine and to me your one of a kind I believe my search was over when you became mine something magical happens every-time I'm lying in your arms the feeling that it gives me can weather any storm Vamp: it feels like heaven when you with me it feels like heaven when you smile and it feels like heavens right here on earth for me ohhhhhh Heaven when you with me it feels like Heaven when you're smiling it feels like heavens right here on earth for me ohhhhh something magical happens when lying in your arms the feeling that it gives me can weather any storm I LOVE YOU David


Your daughter,
Yo

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